As I look back where I was born and raised, my heart feels the nostalgia
of unending sweet memories of yesteryears of my childhood life. Just like
the rising sun in the early dawn of day, I begin to travel the course of day,
reach the high noon of my life but after discerning the direction of where
I am headed to, I finally realized that I can never be suspended always at
high noon of my life. Then, I look towards west for I feel deep in my heart
that I can't beat the odds of time to accomplish all what I dream of and
plan for but to be contented to finish what I can and will keep traveling the
course of day until my feet are laid to rest in time with the battle to make
life worth living so that at the end of the day, I can sit down on my rocking
chair to reflect on the "path I have traversed" and maybe, then, I shall
begin to wonder whether I have spent my life as "worth living" as it should
be. But, who can tell me the essence of life that is worth living? Is there a
measure on the essence of life that is worth living? This, to me, begs the
question and tells me that I am, just like you or anyone else, in search for
a meaning that "man, in his search for meaning in life, has to develop his
potentiality to the fullest so that he could enjoy the very essence of his
existence; and only then, he could become fully human capable of
transcending the realities of his life, enabling him  to become socially
responsible". Is there such a thing as "in search for meaning in life?"
Indeed, there is! Only you can answer this quest in your search for meaning
in life. For some, their quest is of this world (secularism). For others, it is
by discovering that the world, being created to serve a "higher purpose",
gives them the venue to find the true meaning in life. The world is created
for man (secularization) to lead him closer to the greatest  Value that man
has ever known and not man, for the world (secularism). For Christians, this
is the meaning of their search for meaning in life, being able to respond to
the calling and be able to put into action to benefit those who need Love the
most.

At the comfort of my rocking chair, I realized that my clock is ticking and
tells me that I am abaut to reach the end of the day, I can still see the world
moving around so I keep my struggle and try to finish as much as I can and
all what I can, so that those who come after me shall be able to see the light
and understand the message glowing in the altar of life.

it is time to go home and the sun is about to set for a night's rest. And yet
as I reflect through the day, I begin to ask "What have I done to make my
life worth living?" Have I done something that will make  me feel good
about? It seems to me that this can only be addressed if I dig deeper to
understand the difference between secularism and secularization. Once I
am able to distinguish their difference, then I have found the answer to
the question on the "meaning of life" (I think!).

I believe that the search for meaning in life depends on how I set my values
and find time to translate them into action! Nobody can say that I did not do
my best to make my life worth living. The ultimate question may be asked
then: "Do I feel good about of what I have been so far?" Only me can
answer that! It is between me and the voice of my conscience. And the
answer may be seen against the light of "what I value and how I put them
into practice affecting my day-to-day life in relation to my neighbors and
my community". If I make a conscious and conscientious effort to become
"other-centered" as I travel the course of day, then I have found the venue
to lead me find the worth and meaning I am seeking for. My life is worth
living, then, because I have finally understood that the true search for
meaning in life can be found when I become involved in the service of those
who need my "love" the most.

Realizing that I don't have all day to do whatever I plan to accomplish, I
content myself and come to  grip into making a plan of retiring home, going
back home where I was born and raised. Suddenly I missed the "yesteryears
of my life". I long to touch, to feel and to smell the aroma of the very same
place I once left for good looking for a better opportunity in life. I didn't
really leave for good! I only have left because the place where I was born
and raised could not provide me even the basic necessities of life. My heart
is left in the land of my birth and the community where I grew up with.
Wherever I go, wherever I am, whatever I do... deep inside me, I long to be
where I was born. This is what I call "home". Home is a place where I feel
good about being anchored for good. I like the smell of the air and love to
touch its aroma. I feel relax and can sleep soundly just like a baby in the
crib. Life is full of enigma that I can't help but look back and come to grip
to myself and say, "ah! my beloved land! my country of birth! I want to touch
you, to feel and smell your aroma for I feel that I really didn't leave you
behind because wherever I am, wherever I go, whatever I do..."You're
always in my heart!

In the course of time, I realized that I am not alone with my "longing to be
in-touch with the land of my birth". The search for a deeper meaning in life
is universal and is part of man's nature. The challenge remains on how we
individually and collectively respond to express our feeling of wanting to
share and empower those whom we have left back home that there is hope,
that there is future...only, we need to bond ourselves together for a common
cause to make a difference in the lives of our youths living in abject poverty
and who will someday follow our footsteps in trekking the path that we,
once, had trailed upon and build the path to empowerment of community
growth and development in Philippine rural areas like Calantas and Nabuclod.

It is the love and devotion for our country that we, the Calantas Folks, bond
ourselves and take the mission of the Calantas Young Dreamers Foundation,
Inc. (CYDFI Philippines) to respond in our own little way to the ideals,
aspirations and dreams in "life" of our youths living in abject poverty found
in Philippine rural areas like Barrio Calantas and Nabuclod Aeta Community
through a Scholarship Program Model with a methodology called "SWREM
Theory In Action", designed to help them help themselves so they can help
incoming scholars leading to breaking their cycle of poverty as they learn
to become socially responsible, with implications not only to personal but
community growth and development, as well.

In response, we find ourselves with a common voice in the formation of
CYDFI USA,that is: CYDFI Philippines as CYDFI USA in the USA. This is
our way of telling our folks back "home" that we are thinking of you and
trying to pull our hearts and minds together into something that will effect
positive change in the "life" of our youths. For we believe that the future
belongs to the youth and the youth holds the light of  the future with ardent
passion to make a difference and to effect change in his life for the better
and those around him as he learns to become socially responsible. In the
same manner, we encourage our folks wherever you may be now, either back
home or abroad, still "unsure" of yourselves, that now is the time to join us
in this crusade to help make a difference in the "life" of our indigent but
deserving talented youths in Philippine rural areas like Calantas and Nabuclod
for they shall, one day, continue to walk the same path of empowerment that
we once trailed towards growth and development in our community.        
-
SARAH JANE A. CAPUNO
*Phase1: 2nd APPDHSSG Awardee
of the CYDFISP, SY: 2004 - 2008
Phase2: BS IN NURSING
*APA Scholarship Grant Awardee
AUF College of Nursing
Main Sponsors:
*Sol & Roel Banal Family

SY: 2008-2013 (5 Yr Course)
1st Yr College, 2008-2009
LIZA D. PINGUL
3rd APPDHSSG Awardee of the
CYDFISP, SY: 2005 - 2009
4th Yr HS (08-09)
SARAH JANE  M. CAMULLO
4th APPDHSSG Awardee of the
CYDFISP, SY: 2006 - 2010
3rd Yr HS (08-09)
CHERRY ANN G. ESTRADA
*Phase1: 1st APPDHSSG Awardee
of the CYDFISP, SY: 2003-2007
Phase2: BS IN ACCOUNTANCY
*Academic Scholarship Grant Awardee
Far Eastern University, Manila
Main Sponsors:
*Dr. & Mrs. Herminio Mercado of the
Teodoro-Fausta Mercado College
Scholarship Grant 1st Awardee

SY: 2007-2012 (5 Yr Course)
2nd Yr College, 2008-2009
DARWIN C. TALA
5th APPDHSSG Awardee of the
CYDFISP, SY: 2007 - 2011
LYKA M. QUERUBIM
1st BVMHSSG Awardee of the
CYDFI-Benedicto Satellite
Scholarship Program
SY: 2007 - 2011
2nd Yr HS (08-09)
Community- Based
Scholarship Project Model
of the
Calantas Young Dreamers
Foundation, Inc. (CYDFI)
CYDFI-BENEDICTO
Satellite Scholarship
Project Model

Cycle 1, Phase 1 Sponsor
Vicky Manlulu-Hilario & Family of
the Benjamin-Victoria Manlulu
CYDFISP
Cycle 2, Phase 1
HS Scholarship Grant
TimeFrame (SY: 2007-2011)
CYDFISP
Cycle 1, Phase 1
HS Scholarship Grant
TimeFrame (SY: 2003-2010)
CYDFISP
Cycle 1, Phase 2
College Scholarship Project
TimeFrame (SY: 2007-2014)
ROMYLYN LEONCIO
6th APPDHSSG Awardee of
the CYDFISP, SY: 2008 - 2012
1st Yr HS (08-09)
The future belongs to the youth and the youth holds the light of the future with ardent
passion to make a difference and to effect positive change in his life for the better
and those around him as he learns to become more socially responsible,
enabling  him to become the best of what he is capable of being and
becoming  in the service of those who need his love the most.
2nd BVMHSSG Awardee of the
CYDFI-Benedicto Satellite
Scholarship Program
SY: 2008 - 2012
1st Yr HS (08-09)
Thinking About You, The Future Of My Motherland...
The future belongs to the youth and the youth holds the light of the future...